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[Feb. 28th, 2003|07:43 pm] |
new journal!!! its strippedxo. I already added my friends I had on this name, so add me back guys and I'm always lookin for new friends. Muahz!! -- btw this journal is getting deleted. bye byez
xoxo Jaclyn |
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[Feb. 26th, 2003|05:58 pm] |
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| | Emotions - Destinys Child | ] | Hey`*... I wanna cry. Even though I'm always crying.. Okay, I'll explain why I feel like shxt. Theres this guy in my school and I really liked him.. like alot since last year. He seems like a real bad guy but when its just me and him, he changes and becomes someone else. He is so sweet and I melt inside when he looked into my eyes with his blue eyes and smiled. Everything was going real good lately, even today, things we're good. And then in lunch when I walked past him, he game me a dirty look and then I was outside with Shauna after school and he came out after this girl which I really think was his ex DeeAnna or maybe it was his siser, but I know for a fact it wasn't his mom cause my mom knows her and she said she has blonde hair. Well Dan shot me another dirty look. So I walked back into school and text him saying 'wtf did I do.. whatever' and then he texted me back and was like 'we shouldn't talk nemore, u didn't do anything its my fault' My heart dropped to my stomach, and I wrote.. 'I didn't do anything, I thought you were different' and he texted 'I'm gunna end up hurting you, I don't want to hurt you, just leave it at that bye'..
I don't understand.. why the sudden change? He wouldn't hurt me.. I hate this.. its always happening.. I'm always getting hurt. All I want is a serious relationship... I give up.. bye
xoxo Jaclyn |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2003|09:49 pm] |
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| | I'd do anything - Simple Plan | ] | Hey guys`*.. Boys are such dicks. I swear! They are so immature and try to act so big and bad. I mean.. get over yourself.. lol but they are so cute ;x. Anywayy! I didn't do alot today, I was suppose to work this morning but I was told I didn't have to go and then I was gunna babysit but then I didn't. But then I went out with my mom and this woman brought her 2 kids and I watched them. The baby was so cute lol. Last night I was watching B.. lol it was so funny. Hes obsessed with 'fuz'.. I kept stealin it from him and he would like sit on my hands and everything to get it back. It was funny.
I got my pictures back from last weekend. Heh, my dad saw them and was like 'whats up with the thong pics'? and I was like .. 'I was modelin for Victorias Secrets' lol he didn't care but they are funny. I might scan a few later. But yah.. uhm I dunno, theres nothing else to write. I'm gunna go. Muahz!
xoxo Jaclyn* |
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[Feb. 20th, 2003|11:48 pm] |
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| | No ones gunna change you - Reina | ] | ::sighs:: I hate getting in these moods.. like one of those moods where I feel like I'm absoultely nothing and how I start to really hate myself.. blah =[. Anyway.. We had a delayed opening today and whatever.. the periods were shorter so the day kinda just flew by. I got homework... what is that? lol but I didn't do it anyway. heh. I keep listening to this song over and over.. download it guys! -- No ones gonna change you - by Reina. heh. but yah then I had play partice after school.. it was pretty funny. Then I came home and ate and then went back to the school for the boys basketball game. But yah.. I saw my step cousin Courtney. heh but yah I dunno.. I'm gunna get going... Nite Nite!
xoxo Jaclyn |
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[Feb. 20th, 2003|10:54 pm] |
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| | Stay with me- Finch | ] | Hey guys`*.. today was pretty cool. heh. We had off again but tomorrow we have a delayed opening. Matt picked me up and brought me to his house and we left for work so I was chillen with Angela and I told her I saw Tom and Kyle on the hill with the snow, so we went for a walk to the hill. Well Angela called Kyle to come down the hill so he did and he jumped over and he tried pushin me in the snow, so we walked to his house to get the baby - Caylib hes so cute, while we were waitin he kept throwin me in the snow.. omg.. my pants were soakin wet. He kept doing it the whole time and then Tom and Mike started to.. my ass was soakin wet. Cold.. so we left and dried our pants. Then Angela had a feeling for Mike at the moment, so she told me to Kyle so I did and then he told Mike. Well then at like 6 Kyle called and was like 'wanna go for a walk with us' so we went. It was me, angela, mike, tom, kyle and this kid jeff. Mike was all trying to push me in the snow and Kyle was like.. lol yah all over me.. huggin and that. But oh well. My cell phone is pretty messed up. lol water is all in the screen.. but yah. I'm gunna go.. Dans gunna call. heh Muahz! Night nite
xoxo Jaclyn |
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[Feb. 18th, 2003|09:10 pm] |
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| | When I'm gone - 3 Doors Down | ] | Hey ladies and gents`*.. Sorry its been a few days but yah I left on valentines day for up-state new york. Oh my god.. so many funny times. Whoa I got so many pics taken of me like.. wearing thongs over my pants. LoL.. me and Shauna were like doing some stupid stuff and she was pretending to be and space person.. lmfao it was so funny. Then we went skiin.. I saw Chuck.. lol Shauna. The guy is like 40 but hes good lookin! hah. Skiin was funny.. I almost made this guy die.. hah! he went flying past me and lost control and fliped.. lol! Then I was walkin like a duck infront of Shauna on my skiis lol so funny.
School was cancelled today and tomorrow cause of the snow.. its up to my cheast. heh! Cool.. but yah I dunno thats about all. I'm gunna go. nite nite!
xoxo Jaclyn |
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[Feb. 12th, 2003|10:47 pm] |
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| | the news | ] | God.. what a night.. I'm so......mad. Let me tell you.. Steve and his friend Dave came to the basketball game at our school and yah.. but whatever. Dave started talkin shxt about this kid Ricky from Bishop Ahr.. well Nastia was behind us [shes Rickys sister] so she said stuff to him and then Tony [lol my sexy lover] threw something at him.. so I was like 'Steve tell him to stop' Steve was like 'shh'.. so Nastia was still saying stuff.. so I got upset and walked out.. I was about to go home with my Aunt but then Crystal came out to me.. and she stopped me. So then Steve and Dave walked out and then the whole Ricky group walked out. So I walked back into the gym and watched the game with Crystal. Well like 1O mintues later.. people come and tell me they all fought.. it was like 8 on 2. Sad.. but I think Dave deserved it cause he couldn't keep his mouth shut. I'm so mad and hurt with Steve.. I don't know anymore.
Anyway!!! lol I hadda get that all off my cheast. Friday.. I'm leaving! lol whoa! This weekend is going to be sooo much fun. Shauna, Crystal, Gloriann and Me are going up to Shaunas house in Up-State New York to go skiin! lol. While Glor and Crystal are takin lessons for the first time, and me and shauna are gunna go up and skii. Sunday we're going to Dynmite Hill.. oh my god. That hill is so great. Oh my god I'm like so excited. I think this weekend is gunna bring us all to be better and closer friends. ;]. Heh well I'm pretty tire..I'm gunna go to bed. Muahz!
xoxo Jaclyn |
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[Feb. 10th, 2003|04:32 pm] |
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| | Letters to you - Finch | ] | Hey ladies and gents!`*.. Its Monday..yah I know its been a while since I had posted.. but lemme catch you guys up.. Saturday was Briannes party.. it was nice but I left early cause I wasn't feeling good, so I came home and watched 'A Walk To Remember' til Steve got outta work at like 9ish. So I talked to him on the phone til late. Sunday I hadda wake up early. so I was dieing from last night.. but yah.. later on that day Shauna came over and we hung out. Today in school was pretty gay.. long storyy.. all I know was I was in such a bad mood.. maybe its pms. ::shrugs:: lol. Well yah boys game was cancelled cause its.. SNOWING! ::dances:: and now its starting to stick. Get this.. oh my god!! I have 3 term papers due soon... English.. World History and Biology. Yah.. well anyway.. I don't wanna go to Arts High tomorrow. I'm starting to hate it.. but afterwards I'm babysitting lil B until like 12 in the morning.. blahh! Friday [Valentines Day<33] I'm leaving to go to Up-State, to go skiin. I feel bad cause I won't be around to be with Steve but I owe him and he undertands <33. Uhm.. I think thats about all.. lol below is a link to my picture trail.. theres only like 4 pictures up but yah.. heh Muahz xoxo Jaclyn
http://www.picturetrail.com/yummiixo |
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[Feb. 8th, 2003|08:48 am] |
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| | Sincerly Me - New Found Glory<3 | ] | Hey girlies and boys`*.. last night was so much fun and I dunno.. it was great. Well first of all.. guys are dick. Crystal invited a bunch of guys and none of them really came because Jeremy couldn't cause he was punished. But whatever.. it turned out to be so much fun. I was like a dork and I was on the dance floor by myself dancing. lol, than everyone else came out and danced. Than she did her candel cermony. She had a song for each one of us, well 'Big Girls Don't Cry' came on.. and she called me up. I was laughing but yet at the same time I was gunna cry. 'Big Girls don't cry' is our inside joke.. heh. But yah it was so sweet.. I love her so much! lol [not in a les.. way].Anyway.. my ribs are still killin me.. lol I had everyone feel each side of them cause one is really swollen then the other. yuckie! lol. Me and Shauna already started to plan our sweet 16 since we're having a joint one. LMFAO! oh my god.. that just reminded me. On Crystals tables she had those bowls that have the oil in them and the floating candles, well we were all playin with ours and tiff took my tag that I ripped outta my shirt cause it was buggin and she lit it on fire lmfao.. she blew it out and it looked like a joint. lmfao.. but yah anyway!
Uhm.. I haven't talked to the man since yesterday around 10:30 A.M!! lol he was suppose to call me back at 11:30 A.M.. but never did and he wasn't on at all yesterday..so I'm guessin he slept over Daves. but yah.. tonights Briannes party.. whoa? lol. AHHHHH I am so bored right now..! heh well I'm gunna go. Muahz!!
xoxo Jaclyn |
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